oh dear, you're reading it anyway ¬_¬
arrrh ma gawd obsession obsession OBSESSION, why must desire feed on obsession of all things?! Out of all human conscience it had to be this which tears at my soul, leaving me wrecked and confused, drowned in my own obsession. WHYYYYY??!! why cant life be kind on the heart and comfort the mind when all sense is lost, instead of turning blindly to obsession?? i'm sick of thinking of nothing but, practically enfuriated that these rash desires cloud my mind so deep in its harsh floods that concentration is beyond reason. life has simply come to a stand still, and you're the one who holds it back.